I was contacted by a Dom, (M—), I’ve played with before. He had a personal milestone coming up and he wanted to celebrate with another Dom he knows, and wanted me to be the plaything.

I arrived at the M—’s local bar as requested, in the outfit he specified: tight sleeveless undershirt, solid color jock, tight pants, leather boots. With my leather cap and leather jacket, I looked like someone out for a kinky good time. Shortly after, the other Dom, (S—) arrived and we had beers to congratulate M—’s milestone. While I had met S— before, we had never played. We reviewed boundaries and ground rules… and then headed back to M—’s.

Once in the door, the scene started immediately. I was told to strip to my jock, and get in the bathtub. M— came over, pulled out his dick, and began to mark me with his piss. Clearly he’d been drinking a lot of water before we got to the bar: The flow seemed well more than one beer’s worth. Then S— opened his pants, and joined in. They made sure to coat my chest, and soak my jock. I’d gotten hard in the jock, but when I started to play with myself, S— barked at me: “Hands off!”. Still in the tub, they demanded oral. S— directed me to his balls, which I learned is what he really liked sucked and licked, much more than his dick. They would get a ton of attention throughout the night.

Eventually I was told go to the livingroom. The floor was covered in a black waterproof sheet, and in the middle was a workout bench. The sofa was also covered in a similar sheet. Clearly, M— was ready for me to be dripping from the watersports.

I got on the bench on all fours, and started to give oral service to M—. Soon S— was demanding some attention and I flipped around to him. Back and forth I went. While I was on M—’s dick, S— liked to sit back on the couch and watch. While S—’s balls were the focus of my attention, M— liked to play with my hole.

After a bit, S— asked M— if I serviced feet. M— answered with: “Pig! On the floor and get to work!”. Obediently I set to work. S— really liked this, and I was put to work for a long time on each foot. S— remarked he loved the slurping sounds I was making while doing this. Eventually, M— wanted a turn, and I flipped around to do his feet. I was on all fours on the floor, and S— took the opportunity to put his feet up on my back and relax.

When M— had had his fill, he told me to get on the bench on my back. He began to feed a set of anal beads into me. He worked them in and out one by one, it getting easier and easier for me to take them. I ended up taking the whole 16” long chain, which went well pass my second hole. Once he was done with that, M— spent some time fucking me while S—, watching, was idly working his fingers into my throat.

S— then asked if the large dildo on the table was in play. M— said yes, and now it was S—’s turn to play with my ass. He worked the dildo in slowly at first, getting me to open and take the 6.7” girth of the head. Then he pumped slowly to get me past the large 7.5” bulge just further down. Once my hole had gotten past that, now held open by the 7” around shaft, he began to really work it. The combination of being held open at that girth, and the fucking motion, had me totally feral. I was making a lot of noise. M— and S— both commented how much they liked the different sounds I made.

During the whole scene, M— and S— talked only with each other, talking about me in the 3rd person. I was rarely addressed, and then only with commands. Even the occasional “that’s good”, was addressed to each other, talking about their toy, not directly praising it.

M— got the idea that it was time for more watersports… So into the tub I was sent. This time they wanted to see how much I could drink. Aiming for my mouth, they were really excited to see me fill up, swallow what I could, and spill the rest over myself. S—’s piss was clear and light. M—’s was slightly sweet. Amazingly, round two lasted as long as the first, and I was once again covered, marked, and jock soaked.

Now they were both very ready to fuck. Back on the bench, on all fours, M— entered me. He would fuck for a bit, then have me suck him off, back and forth. At some point when M—’s dick was in my mouth, S— asked if he could “get in that hole for a bit”. M— welcomed him to it. S— entered me, and began what was to be a very long fuck. First slow and exploring, he moved onto very long strokes, coming almost all the way out before re-entering, going ball’s deep. Never ramming, S— used a smooth sliding motion, like the drive rod on a steam locomotive. He sped up as he got into it, but always smooth, never a pound. The whole time he was narrating to M— how my hole felt, how much he liked it, and that he was really happy to finally get to use it.

At this point, we were well over two hours into the scene. We had lost track of time. The door bell rang! M— had pre-ordered dinner for us, and it had arrived. S— was still in me, and had to quickly pull out. I stepped into the bathroom, my jock still soaked in piss, as M— hastily pulled on clothes to accept the food.

Food set aside, clothes were shucked again and the three of us collapsed in a pile on the couch, me sandwiched between them. We all came down together, and they gave me lots of cuddles. Eventually I regained my ability to speak and we discussed the scene a bit. Sure, neither M— nor S— really got to finish, but that only meant we had an excuse to play together again soon. Hunger overcame us and we went into the kitchen to eat.
 
 
 
I just read Safeword Press’ reissue of “Run, Little Leather Boy” by Larry Townsend. Originally published in 1972, it is part porn, part snapshot of a 70s “leather sex” scene, and part coming of age story.

As a work of porn fantasy, it definitely delivers: There are long detailed scenes of BDSM sex depicted as rough and ready. People get into very heavy scenes without much experience or negotiation. The physical restraint is extreme. (Suspended by the wrists over a pit in a medieval Bavarian castle!) Things like safewords, aftercare, and lube, are all but absent. While it is almost too over the top to sustain the illusion for me, one thing hit home: They are deeply about sex.

In the 90s, when I first entered the BDSM scene in SF, it was very focused on the fetish acts themselves. The point of being flogged was to be flogged. There generally was no sex act that followed. In hindsight, I understand that the specter of AIDS transformed the BDSM scene at the time, focusing it away from penetrative sex. Flash forward 30 years, I still observe this as the dominant form: whipping for the point of whipping, or suspension bondage as an experience itself.

But in the book, BDSM is always a path to sex in power exchange, with the dominant using the submissive at will. The point of these scenes is to have oral or anal sex (and occasionally frottage) where and how the top chooses, with the bottom submitting. No one is chaining someone up just to see how they look chained up.

Sexual arousal is used as a barometer for a scene. Several times in the book, it is pointed out that the submissive’s erection is indication that it is working for the submissive. If the submissive is flagging, then the scene isn’t working. And a big point of the book is that a scene must meet the sexual needs of the submissive, or the dominant is seen as failing, and unable to reach the pinnacle of “the Work”.

The emphasis on sex in these scenes deeply resonated with me. This is how I like to have my kink scenes: with the fetish as a means to sexual acts in deep power exchange. What was missing in my BDSM experience in the 90s, and is still hard for me to find today - I found in abundance in this 70s work.
 
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See: Safeword Press' announcement here: NEW RELEASE: Run, Little Leather Boy
Buy the book in epub format from them here: Run, Little Leather Boy -- EPUB
The other night, B. came over after work to spend the evening with my husband J., and I. Our mutual aim was to get to know each other more and it wasn't clear if play was on the table. After dinner the three of us hung out in our room talking. It was warm (the heat was on) and my shirt came off as we were talking. And then did B.'s, and J.’s… and soon we were all in our underwear, lightly cuddling.
 
B. had brought ropes and suggested we do some tying. We did a little negotiation with J. as this was not something he had participated in before. He decided to stay and watch. There was lots of light talking as B. went along. It was just some play, not really a scene.
 
B. proceeded with a hog tie. The arms were very tight behind my back, straining my shoulders. B.’s skill was very apparent: His tying is quick and directed. His rope placement and adjustment are very particular. And somehow the tie was very tight in all the places I could take it… and comfortable where it would have pinched.
 
 
At this point I requested a blindfold. I had been closing my eyes let me feel the rope and his manipulation more… but a blindfold really puts me in submissive space. B. pulled a black cloth out of his bag, sharply pulled it taut with a crack, and tied it over my eyes. This was the moment things changed… It was now a scene.
 
The tie continued: He laid me down face first… an act of faith as I had no way of controlling my fall forward. He did it abruptly but with a very strong hold on me. The result: intensity without really fear. Then the feet and legs got added to the tie behind my back. I was now lying face down on the floor, immobile.
 
Now what do you do with a trussed pig? B. started by rubbing and prodding my feet, legs, ass and thighs with strong hands. Then he sat on the floor right in front of me, pulling my head into his crotch. He was still in underwear, but I could smell him deeply and could feel his cock through the cloth with my mouth. I so wanted to taste him, to please him - but didn't know if sexual contact was in the works or not.
 
At this point, J. says: “I don’t suppose he'd like the massager….” I replied: “I don’t think I really have a say in the matter!” Next, I could hear the case being unzipped, the device assembled, and then J. began to use it on various parts of my body: back, ass, taint. This was new territory for J.: controlling sexual sensation of another at his own whim. I think once he realized how much I got into giving up that control - he began to play with the initiative just given him.
 
B. lifts my head up in his hands, and then lowers it again onto his hard cock which he’s somehow freed. There is not much I can do besides have it in me as in this position I can move my head only a little. I’m enjoying the taste of him, being filled, and being used. B. stokes my head and shoulders enjoying the very slow blow job. J. continues to poke at my body with the buzzing massager.
 
They trade places, and J. immediately stuffs my face onto his thick cock which is not surprisingly very hard, and B. goes back to groping my body all over with very strong hands. I am helpless and can just take what they choose to do with me.
 
After a time, B. decides that my hands are numb enough, and the untie proceeds. Slowly, but steadily… and once totally freed, my hands and arms are quite useless for some time. B. unties the blindfold and I look at J., grinning like the Cheshire Cat, and B. looking very pleased. They both have their underwear back on... like I'm not allowed to know directly the sexual contact I've had.
 
Since the tie was very tight, the whole scene was short, maybe 30 min. But in that short time, we got to experience B.'s amazing handiwork - and J. got a taste of something very new for him. We're hoping B. comes over after work more often.
This is the second scene written up from a party I attended. The first installment is here.

 > SCENE <

 

Alpha and I have played together for most of the first two hours of this party, but now he wants to let others use his pig while he pursues other scenes. He removes my leash, indicating I am free... free to serve others that is. The wrist restraints remain on, and clipped together in front of me so my hands may still be of use to other men.

 

I walk through the main dungeon where I was flogged, with its multiple crosses, all in use, past a man tied to a bondage table receiving electro shocks... to the upstairs room with slings.

 

I stand in the room, alert, hands cuffed, in just a jockstrap and boots, hoping I'm projecting my submissive willingness to any that pass by. There is a threesome fucking on a sling, and some men at the edges, scanning the room.

 

A shorter, solid man in full head to toe leather, walks up to me. In the dim room, under his Muir cap, I can only make out the outline of his face. 

 

— “Where’s your master, boy?”

 

He pronounces the word “boy” distinctly, conveying not only that he addressing me, so that I have permission to speak to him - but that he clearly would prefer to address my Dom, who is not obviously present.

 

— “He is downstairs, in other scenes, Sir. He has left me here to service others.”

— “Oh, really? We’ll see about that...”

 

It is too dim to see his face clearly, but I can hear the satisfied smirk in his voice.

 

He pushes down on my shoulders and I obediently drop to my knees. He presses my face to his crotch. Through the leather pants I can feel his cock. He presses more and I understand: I start to service him through the leather, pressing my lips as hard as I can so he can feel it. I make his leather wet with my tongue. His cock begins to stiffen, as the spit makes the leather slick.

 

He lets go for a moment to undo his pants and free his cock. It is perhaps shorter than average - but like the rest of him, stocky, solid, and far thicker than most. He wastes no time: With one hand on the back of my head, he forces himself into my mouth.

 

I give this fireplug the best oral service I know how. He is now fully hard, and my jaw aches from the girth. But I don't let up to rest as I am now fully invested in my service. In this moment, serving this man is all I care about. I can taste his precum, so I think he is enjoying it - but he is staying silent on the matter, using his hands to ensure I don’t come off him. He lets me do most of the work, but thrusts when he likes.

 

Abruptly he pulls out and in one motion scoops down and lifts me from under my armpits to standing. Without a word he spins me around and marches me to an empty sling. And then, without warning pushes the back of my neck forward. I bend at the waist, so I am now standing, legs spread, with my torso resting on the sling. As my hands have been cuffed in front of me, they are pinned between my body and the sling… and useless.

 

He lets go of me, and then without warning kicks my right leg out from under me.  I stumble, and replant my foot wider, my exposed ass now lower. More than anything else he has done, this move deeply establishes my submission to him: I am nothing but a boy to be positioned and used as he likes. I do not protest, or even make a noise. I have chosen and accepted my submission, and I want him to know it through my compliance.

 

No one else has fucked me yet... and while I pre-lubed before the party, I think of this man’s thick cock and my still unopened hole.  I think of the lube I have in my kit on the side of the room... but I have submitted now, and will have to do without.

 

He merely spits on my ass, and rubs it a bit on his dick... and then he presses up to me. He doesn’t thrust: Just pushes with all his weight against my hole, until, inch by inch, it accepts the fat cock. It is a big stretch and I relax into it, taking it all.

 

Once in, he pumps with full thrusts on each stroke, forcefully owning my hole. If he had gone slowly, working me up to him, I'd be enjoying the physical pleasure of his fat cock.  But this fuck is about power, not pleasure. He is showing me that my role is to serve, and if he wants to use my hole roughly, he will. I understand, and slip into full sub-space, accepting this man, focusing only on his needs.

 

His ride is forceful. His body banging into mine, causing me to sway on the sling. My leg muscles tense and work to keep me planted on the ground. My hole is stretched and working to open to accept his intrusion. My whole body is engaged to keep up with him... 

 

But my mind is at peace: Here is the submissive headspace I crave. Here is the internal calm that comes from giving up control to another. Here is satisfaction of knowing I'm serving this dominant bull of a man.

 

After short time, he pulls out abruptly. He has no need to cum: We have each gotten what we need. Our exchange of power is better than any orgasm. 

 

— “Thank you, Sir.”

— “Thank your Master for me, boy.”

 

There is a bit more tenderness this time. I can hear the smile.

As I am standing up and turning around, he has already buckled up his pants, and is walking away.

 

Our interaction couldn't have been more than 15 min. from the first words he said to me, but this scene was so intense and very powerful. I'm breathless and a little giddy with how perfectly his domination meshed with my submission.

 

I take another minute to regain my composure. I go to stand in the middle of the room, alert, ready to serve the next man.

 > INTRODUCTION <

 

Alpha placed my wrists in restraints before we even left the house. Out on the street, waiting for the cab, I wore a jacket with long sleeves, so the restraints didn’t show. Not that my position as the submissive was hidden: I wore a locked leather bondage collar, and a chain leash.

 

The party was a joint event between a long established BDSM club, and a leather club for men of color. We arrived early, but it was clear it was going to be very well attended. Men from both clubs, and their guests were already lining up to check in. The range of men, and kink on display was inspiring.

 

I was sent to check my street clothes, and returned wearing leather boots, a grey jockstrap, a leather chest harness. Of course I still had the locked collar, leash, and the wrist restraints - which Alpha immediately clipped together so I had limited use of my hands.

 

The anteroom to the dungeon was filling with people: Doms in full leather, head to toe, others in just leather chaps and vest. The submissive wore little, some full naked save a locked collar. The event was proving inclusive, and there were men in puppy hoods, spandex, and other fetish wear.

 

As Alpha greeted others, I was sent to fetch a drink for him. When I returned, I observed strict sub protocol, standing behind him at all times, only speaking when addressed by my Alpha or other Doms.

 

Soon, Alpha led me to the dungeon space: He wanted to get started on our first scene. It was a long party, and we expected to spend many hours in scenes both together, and with other men. 

 

This is the first I'll relate, with more to come:

 


> SCENE <

 

I have been led to a St. Andrew's cross. The restraints are removed from my wrists and I am told to face and lean against the cross, arms up. I and blindfolded and my wrists are bound to the cross with wrappings of hostage tape. The tape covers from my knuckles to my forearms, and I cannot squirm or fight against them as one can leather and metal restraints. It makes me feel helpless, but also secure, and reminds me of my place.

 

The flogging warm up is thorough. Alpha has pressed his body against my back, his arms around me, his fingers in my mouth. “How is my pig?” “Good, Alpha” I mumble over his fingers.

 

For the next 20 min. he flogs me increasingly hard. In between rounds, he presses his comforting body and breath against me. He tells me my back is red, everyone will see it this evening and know what a good pig I’ve been.

 

He starts in again and after a minute or two, leans in and says:

— “10  more.”

— “Yes, Alpha”

— “20 more.”

— “Please Alpha, 15?”

— “Okay, pig. Count them out loudly And follow each with ‘Thank you Sir, may I please have another?’”

 

This last command is new. I normally just count. But tonight, he wants everyone to hear me be extra submissive.

 

At first I’m only counting every third or fourth hit. I only count the ones that “count” - that are over the edge of what I know I can endure. By 11, I know I’m at the point of breaking.

 

Thwack!

— “12, Sir! Thank you Sir, may I please have another?”

Thwack!

— “!3, Sir! ... Thank you Sir. ... May I please have another?”

— “Bend your knees, boy. Deep breath for me...”

Thwack!

— “FUCK!” (I can’t help it.) “14, Sir!... Aaaaargh....” (I’m writhing my body, but unable to move my arms at all due to the tape.) “Thank you Sir, may I please have another?”

— “Breathe. Deep breath... Another....”

THWACK!

— “AAAAA! 15, Sir! Thank you Sir....”

 

Heaving, I burst into tears. Alpha comes up behind me to hold me close, and whispers in my ear “I’m so proud of you, pig. You did so well.”

 

He cuts me down from the cross, helps me over to the side, where we sit and he holds me a long time.

 

Later, I learn that another sub was so impressed with the scene that he begged my Alpha to flog him as well. I'm so proud of my Alpha, and so grateful to submit to him.

 

More scenes to come... next installment is here.

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